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Monday, January 2nd, 2006
8:07 pm
I'm only a woman of flesh and bone
and I wept much, we all do.
I thought I might die alone
but I had
never, never, never,
never, never, never,
never, never, never,
never, never met you.
So baby be good to me.
I got nothing to give you, you see
except
everything, everything,
everything, everything,
all the good and the bad,
'cause I've been bad.
I've lied, cheated, stolen and been ungrateful for what I have
and I'm afraid habits rule my waking life.
I'm scared and I'm runnin'in my sleep
for you but all the oceans, and rivers and showers
will wash it all away and make me clean
for you
'cause I have
never, never, never,
never, never, never,
never, never, never,
never, never, met you.

So lets take a loan out, put it down on a house
in a place we've never lived.
In a place that exists in the pages of scripts
and the songs that they sing
and all of the beautiful things
that make you weep, but don't have to make you weak

'cause I've
never, never, never, never,
never, never, never, never,
never, never, never, never,
never, never, never, never,
never, never, never, never,
never, never, never, never,
never, never, never, never
loved somebody the way
that I loved you.
Saturday, December 31st, 2005
11:31 am
Happy new year!
Well, apparently this journal is more important now than ever.
I went on a date last night.
sigh.
It was so fun. I had a blast.
We went to dinner, a movie, and drove aimlessly and talked for hours.
7 hours with him.
Pretty successful date if you ask me.
He didn't kiss me. I was bummed about that.
God i love kisses. It's been too long since i've been kissed.
I felt great last night. He treated me so well, and so kindly.
He seems so attentive and caring.
I did my best to keep things cool and calm, I laughed and told a lot of jokes and hashed old funny stories for him.
I really liked him.
I really hope he calls again.
I know he was a little thrown, because I'm not 21 yet, so he wasnt sure what there is to do without going to the bar.. i only have six months to go. But god, I cannot wait to be 21, so my age no longer gets in the way of shit, ya know? It's so annoying.

I looked very good last night. He told me so, as well. Which was nice to hear.
Guys can be so fun.

Reason for entries here: he reads my other livejournal.

Happy New Year, Everyone.
I love you.

Love, Em
Sunday, December 11th, 2005
5:49 pm
its amazing
still my guitar gently weeps
Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
7:06 pm
I'll do everything I can to keep you by my side
I have had the most interesting month of my life. I was dating the man who I thought I would marry. We moved in together. Things were wonderful, and on sweetest day, all of that ended. We ended. He left me, he kicked me out of our home, and he left no explanations. I was beyond hurt, beyond sad, and not sure that I'd ever be the same again. I had no idea where to go from there. I moved home with my parents. I'm only 20 years old, this is not such a big deal to live at home. It didn't make me happy, but you take the cards your dealt, and play them the best you can.

My first full weekend home, I went to 2 parties with friends, drinking, halloween costumes, etc. That Sunday I went to a mary kay party, a bunch of girlfriends. The next weekend I had a blast with a bunch of friends Friday & Saturday. I went to see Saves the Day (my 4th STD show) last Wednesday with Craig. It was so fun. The best night I have had in over two years with Jason. Craig and I talked on the phone Thursday and Friday, for atleast an hour. Friday night I went to a sex toy party, it was so funny. It was a blast, really. Saturday night, Jackie had a party, and Craig came to it. He brought a girl with him, but he says she is just a friend.

I am definately having feelings for Craig. I do not want to risk our friendship, but god, he is really doing something to me. The problem is, I can't tell if we're still good friends, or if he is sending me vibes.. I feel them, but am I making it up? Who knows.. who knows.

I am going through a lot. I am learning and living and looking forward to what is coming up in the future.

Im a wreck, really.

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